Day 97

Went to the doctor and she prescribed me with a new set of med and rash med. Such a waste of money... I've spent a total of 100 for all my med. =_= This med better work! 

Decided to listen to you and wear jeans. (Happyyyyy? xD) So took my jeans for some alteration to make it straight but not ankle hugging. So I guess the next step is to get some T-shirts? Yes? Hahaha!

Happy to know that today is the last day of September! 10 more days starting from tomorrow and I'll be in Paris. Time would pass faster there, I hope, since I'll be enjoying school and company of the girls. And soon enough, January will arrive! xD 

I'm posting my son's gift (from you) soon on Wednesday! Can't wait!

Nothing much to talk about today because I didn't really do anything. 

Good luck with your drinks menu! 

And I hope that tomorrow will be a better day for you! No more phone lagging! ^_^

Signing of,

强坦克。

Day 98

Sunday, as usual, is a family day. Did nothing much. Had breakfast, did our weekly groceries purchasing and then had dinner. 

My rashes are getting worst and my breathing seems to be heavier. So Dad said to stop my medication. I'll see the doctor tomorrow and hopefully all's good. I never had an allergic reaction to med before. x_x

Bought an E-book today, 1000 Questions for couples. Decided to get this book because I realised that when we are away from each other we don't have much to talk about.

It's always the... 

A: "what are you doing" 

B: "nothing" 

A: "have you had lunch" 

B: "yes, you?" 

A: "yes"

B: "how's your day?"

It's not that I or we, hopefully, have nothing to talk about but it's really difficult to find a topic to talk about especially when someone like me who's just lazing around at home with nothing to do and just waiting for time to come and go to Paris. My life is just too boring and there's nothing much to talk about it. And sometimes it's so disheartening because here I am trying hard to find something to talk about but I can't seem to find any. Mehhhhh~

We've tried 5 questions and I feel that it's pretty useful. Helped me to understand you a little better and also helped me to ask questions that I never imagine I'll ask. Hahahas. I hope you're not finding this book stupid. Lol Hopefully this book helps! 

I know you're not in a good mood today. And honestly, when you said that I was really hurt because that was the last thing I would have expected you to say to me. But I understand your frustrations, and it's mine bad too, so it's okay! I've gotten over when you explained why and apologised. :D

Glad to have heard your voice today, but like you said the reception sucks. T_T 
Ohwell, I guess we'll just have to stick to text msges then! 

Another day down, another day closer.

Love you hon! 

Day 99

They said Indonesia was on the other side, how much I wish that I could just get over there.

Hey Hun, I hope that things are fine and you are alright. I know I said too many 'Sorry' that they may just be useless now. But still I hope that you know I didn't mean to make you mad, and because I hurt you I ended up hurting myself too. I hope that things are fine for us and whatever happened yesterday will not affect us. 

Today wasn't all that great but I know my friends are trying hard to cheer me up. We went to East Coast Park to celebrate Syahrul's birthday. We had a picnic and also cycled for 2 hours. *was really doing some good cardio exercise because the bike was really tiring to paddle.

Hopefully we will be able to chat on the phone tonight because I really miss you and I just want to hear your voice. 

P.S Fingers crossed that I'll be able to sleep well tonight. The previous 2 nights were just too unbearable. 

Day 100

I had a really great time with you for the past 17 days, thanks for everything hun! I'm glad to have experienced Bali and Jogja with you and also really thankful to your mum, grandma and relatives for being so nice to me. 

Sending you off today was really tough, I guess I'll never get used to us parting anyways. 

Did not want to stay at home the whole day because I know I need to keep myself busy so that I'll feel better, so Hidayat and Theingi accompanied me to the doctor and we did grocery shopping for our group's picnic and cycle tomorrow. They are crashing over tonight to make the sandwich and accompany me so that I can sleep, I feel like a baby. >_< 

Made sandwich for tomorrow's picnic. Honey grilled chicken sandwich and egg mayo sandwich. :)

And I am sorry to make you angry today, I really didn't mean it, hope you'll feel better tomorrow. 

Miss you!

This Diary

The reason why I created this diary was because I know that when I get to Paris there will be a 5 hours time difference between us. Thus, we will not be able to communicate that much. 

I will record my daily happenings here and hope that this will help us feel more connected and that the miles does not affect us. 

Starting from today, it will take 100 days till the next time we meet. During this time, I will miss you dearly and I hope you'll miss me too!